Why? Why does my life have to be almost constant suffering. I believe in You and that You are there and run the world but I have a hard time believing that everything that you do is good.
You run the world, You have the power to do anything, my belief in You is strong and runs so deep, so why can’t you make things just a little easier?
Each time I think that I have hit rock bottom, a while later I hit even further down.
My faith in You is always there and when I come up from the bottom, little bits of me are chipped away.
How much more will You chip away? I want to serve You but it is painful, so so painful. When does it get easier, when does it get better?