What do you do when the pain is too much?
What do you do when you’re so pure and good and beautiful and you want to murder your parents?
What do you do when all you ever wanted was connection?
What do you do when everyone is a walking sack of pain?
What do you do when alcohol is your father and pot is your mom?
What do you do when the hole in your soul has no bottom or top?
What do you do when the world is the ground floor and your body decided to move to the roof before you had a say in the matter?
What do you do?
You cry. And you don’t stop.
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I hear so loud.
I understand, as much as my personal experiences allow.
But you are important. You matter. And whatever happens, it’ll never be taken away.
With love and much warmth from my soul to yours.
I am feeling this so much. Too much. Existence is painful. I want to hold on to the truth but the truth is also painful. ;(
May you be blessed to find a good place for yourself very soon! How my heart aches for you. I feel your pain. I’ve gone through too much pain too. Had scary thoughts too.
Just like tzaraat was really a hidden blessing to find treasures, may your suffering soon end and bring you only good.