To Stay Divorced Or Not

We were divorced for a little amount of time
Before we kept crawling back to one another

Maybe it was the loneliness factor
Or our sadness over our bond that was broken

I just don’t know how to create a life for myself post divorce

Maybe it’s me
But I’m not fit to being alone

Yes I thought I would heal in time
But there is so much at stake here

It feels time is going at a rapid speed
And I took a jump off a train I didn’t think was going anywhere
Due to anger and emotional abuse

But now, off the train
Time just stands still

Yes other guys want to date me
But I’m not ready to be carefree
I still care for my first husband

What needs to happen to get clarity?


  1. Anonymous January 10, 2018 at 11:26 am

    Sending warm wishes for clarity, comfort, and healing. You are courageous.

  2. Steve Aagard January 12, 2018 at 9:57 pm

    In all sincerity, please don’t go back. Once an abusive relationship, always an abusive relationship.


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