We were divorced for a little amount of time
Before we kept crawling back to one another
Maybe it was the loneliness factor
Or our sadness over our bond that was broken
I just don’t know how to create a life for myself post divorce
Maybe it’s me
But I’m not fit to being alone
Yes I thought I would heal in time
But there is so much at stake here
It feels time is going at a rapid speed
And I took a jump off a train I didn’t think was going anywhere
Due to anger and emotional abuse
But now, off the train
Time just stands still
Yes other guys want to date me
But I’m not ready to be carefree
I still care for my first husband
What needs to happen to get clarity?
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Sending warm wishes for clarity, comfort, and healing. You are courageous.
In all sincerity, please don’t go back. Once an abusive relationship, always an abusive relationship.