Set Me Free

There is this huge gaping hole
Inside my heart
No one can fill it
Nothing can fill it

It just keeps growing larger
As I try filling the void
Stuffing it
With food

I try to eat the pain away
Try to numb
The pain
So I won’t feel

Nothing seems to ever work
It’s not something
To be stitched
For it to heal

It’s not something you can see
It’s hidden
Deep within
Somewhere

Not in the realm of reach
But still
It’s there
Deeper

Than the naked eye can see
Drowning
In despair
Of my life

Oh g-d please let it end
Let me see
The light
Of life

Let me feel joy
See the
Beauty
Hidden

Let me access the key
To survive
The pain
in me

G-d why do you hide
So much
In plain sight
Let me in

I hold my arm outstretched
For you
To finally
Find me

I want to matter
To make
A difference
To be

I want you God to
See the
Beauty
In me

How long will it take
For your
Grace
To envelope me

To hold me tight
In your
Embrace
And wrap

Your hands around me
For you
Can be
In love with me

I am your creation after all
You left me
Exposed
To the elements

In your world, your creation
Dear God
Take me back
Or let me go

Just don’t make me stand in limbo
Stuck
Trapped
In my head

Caged like a prisoner to my mind
Like a
Wounded
Bird

Just let me be free to fly
Heal my
Wings
For me

Dear Lord, My creator
I beg you
Father
Take me back, or set me free!

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  1. Menachem October 4, 2018 at 10:33 pm

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