Pssst. When There Is Really No One To Talk To, Read This Post.

That feeling.
I know that one too.
You have been scrolling through all your friends and there is no one to talk to.
G-d seems silent.
The world is silent.
And the pain is a large hand gripped around your throat like a vice.
The guilt.
The humiliation.
The rejection.
The judges.
All the judges. All of them. Every last one of them.
When your love is ugly to those that you love.
And you talk to much.
And they roll their eyes.
So you sit
With four walls closing in
Chaos
Mess.

Let’s feel it together
For what it is worth
I’m feeling it right now
So are you
Two messes. Mad as hatters. Lost like driftwood.
There are the screaming responsibilities
They spit when they scream.
We have shut them out
For just a bit.
Hiding here
This post the only thin curtain between us
In this place

And the exhaustion
And the aches
No time for sleep
But we are together.
You there
Me here
Together in these words.
If I keep breathing, you can too.
We will make a pact.

Keep breathing.
Together.

3 Comments

  1. Sara June 13, 2017 at 12:42 pm

    Wow that’s incredible and heart renching.

    Reply
  2. Menachem June 15, 2017 at 4:02 pm

    My eyes are closed, we’re all sitting cross-legged in a circle, holding hands, squeezing to give and receive the loving warmth we so desperately need, and in this space we’re at peace.

    Thanks you for writing this

    Reply
  3. 900windows October 31, 2017 at 1:08 am

    Thank you. I’m keeping this, to turn to…..

    Reply

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