If unorthodox was real The very first night In Berlin pregnant and scared Esther would’ve gone to her mothers home She would take a year or 2 to meet a good guy First she’d try…
Systems Are For Robots
Why won’t I approach you? Why won’t I DM you? For the same reason why you wouldn’t. If you did, would I respect it? Yes. Would I take your interest seriously? 100%. Would I be…
Imprisoned
I`m choking for I’m imprisoned. Ever since my early teen years I realized I wasn’t thoroughly connected to Halocho although having a strong spirituality. After some fooling around, I married a Chassidishe girl and became…
Living A Life Of Fear
Since the earliest i could remember I’ve been afraid of life. I feared my peers, my family and my dysfunctional parents and just about anything that made me slightly uncomfortable. To cope, I isolated as…
I Don’t Want To Write More Neshamas Submissions
I just want to look you in the eyes and tell you what I think How much I miss you How scared I am to text you How scared I am of your texting me…
What Is She To Do?
What is one to do when one is married but finds a soul connection with another man? Like a flame, the new connection does not take away from her current, only adds to her soul…
Dear Silent Survivors
To those that are silent I hear you Your voice is not only important if you share it You are no less important if you don’t share it Take the time you need Having courage…
I Remember.
Do you remember the old days, before gimmel tammuz. I do. I remember it well. Try to come in to 770 to hear and see the shabbos farbrengen with the Rebbe, only to be pushed,…
Infatuated Yet Terrified
She’s more concerned With his pleasure Than her own pain Her voice Once full of inflection And questions And personality Is reduced To monotone whispers Uttering sweet nothings Showing him affection He doesn’t deserve She…