Open To A Woman

I am fat
I am ugly
I am confused
About my identity

From chabad to breslov
I see a deep emotional connection with the powers within
And the feminine energy
Which I seek
From those around me

Married a religious guy
My best friend
Until he revealed he didn’t want me
For his best guy friend

I have been praying for clarity
Praying for authenticity
To be a part of something higher then me

Crown heights community refused to accept me
For more then I wanted to be
Which is a gay mommy
With a woman to hold me
And caress my inner bruises
Which no man has been willing to do

So I seek pleasure from those open to me
Which is a woman

1 Comment

  1. Anonymous March 20, 2018 at 10:15 pm

    You are not alone.

    Reply

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