Wrote this about you:

The guy who wanted to be seen
For the heaviness in his heart
For the desire to reach, reach reach
To the unknown

Longing for his father
Who left him in an unbeknownst time

From growth to striving for truth
In which his longing to be united with his father in heaven replaced the physical
In a circle of time

Of praying and singing hymns of the turning soul
which desired to keep so much emotions in
Yet they were pouring out

And all he could do was direct them towards Hashem
In the shape of tears and a niggun to keep his sense of abandonment contained