Invisible

The fear comes flooding in
Coldness rushes through my body
Dread kicks in
My heart beats out of control
My brain
Stops
I don’t know if im going to live
My life is at your mercy
I have no control
I am powerless to your strength
You can do anything you want to me
And i can’t stop you
I stopped trying
It doesn’t matter how many times i scream no
you laugh
You like having all the power
You enjoy the tease
You say you love me
You’re my father
You are big
I am small
I try so hard to make myself smaller
I try so hard to disappear
But you still find me
Leaving scars on my heart and my flesh

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1 Comment

  1. Wishful January 8, 2020 at 11:51 pm

    And yet now, today, you are heard. Instinctive as it may be, you can now reparent and learn how to not recoil. You are valuable!

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