Hungry

I am sick of being hungry.

I am done with not being able to feed myself.

I am so finished with not having energy, with having a racing heart.

I hate myself for not being able to nourish my body- the poor thing has been through enough.

Hurt so deeply from others.

Pained so profoundly from myself.

I hate myself for lying to people who love me, when I say, “It’s good to be on the recovery side of anorexia” when I know I’m sick again.

I don’t know how to get help.

I’m out of tears.

Dear Gd, please save me from this darkness.

1 Comment

  1. Sara July 10, 2018 at 1:26 pm

    Thank you for sharing, I am wishing you much healing.

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