They say Hashem is our Father.
My father walked away 3 years ago. He left me some words “Have a nice life” and happy birthday text a few months later. No wedding texts. He chose to walk away from his only child on this earth, and I burned his only picture.
They say Hashem is our Mother.
My mother lost herself 3 years ago. Mental illness broke her, and she marked me as the cause. She left some words: that my visits made her ill. She walked away from her only child on this earth, and I burned her only picture.
They say Hashem’s love is pure.
What is “pure”? Is it the love that lasts only when times are good? When you are the person your loved one needs you to be? Does it stalk off in due time, struck by your inadequacy?
They say Hashem’s love is eternal.
What is “eternal”? Is it the love that lasts until you can fend for yourself? When G-d thinks I don’t need Him anymore, will He leave me too? Will I finally be completely alone?