Going Off The Derech Be Like

Transparency when you’re in the system but you’re not
When on the road to independent thinking
You begin to question
But you are undoubtedly raptured by the unspeakable faith of your language of your citizenship into adulthood thru the culture of your past
One step out of the box
One step in
Like a flame in the night
You jump right back in
For a meal or two
Some songs
Some lights
Of the cigarette
Take you right back out to the lights of the city
Of the museum
Where you want to interact with everything
From behind a glass wall
But your inner voice tells you to stay as a observer before hammering the shackles to the other side
And So you sit there and watch
Neither go in nor go off
The derech
You wait
To choose

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2 Comments

  1. Anonymous November 20, 2017 at 11:02 am

    I feel you. When your belief just shatters and you don’t know what to do with yourself. You can’t make the move because ppl know you a certain way but inside you’re not there anyway.
    So painful and so hard to live in confusion . May Gd help us

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  2. Anonymous November 20, 2017 at 6:18 pm

    Yes.
    This is how in loving right now.
    Just so much confusion

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