I am a man.
I try my best to respect everyone.
I try so hard not to manipulate and seduce.
But apparently, I managed to do just that.
After multiple years of being with the same woman and saying no, she agreed to let me into her most sacred of places.
I thought that it was out of desire on her part. There was definitely consent.
I was wrong. Boy, was I wrong. It’s come back to bite. I am now being blamed for manipulating.
I would never in my life do this if I didn’t know she truly wanted me to. Which is why I didn’t for two years of on and off dating and non-intercourse sex.
It hurts that I now know that I hurt her. It hurts that I know I can’t take it back. I loved her. Truly loved her.
We kept coming back to each other!
I don’t feel this is completely my responsibility as she is claiming it is. It’s a huge burden on me and my heart. I feel that it’s a joint responsibility.
What do you think, Neshamas community?