Alone

So Alone.
I feel like the loneliest person in New York.
Sometimes people will smile on the train, some days my “eh” friends communicate.
I am not comfortable in my loneliness, my company gets old, even though on some days, it’s self-imposed.
I am reasonably attractive, I have depth, I have soul. I am glad to be alive, and that is not something I always felt. But…
I’m so alone.
The basics of a hug, human touch, wiping a tear, It sounds pathetic but I need it, it’s clear.
Sometimes I end up with sex after 1 date, because I’m so alone.
Then I hate myself.

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2 Comments

  1. Anonymous July 12, 2018 at 9:03 am

    I enjoyed the sincerity of this.

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  2. Anonymous July 15, 2018 at 8:41 pm

    I do understand what you are going through if you need a shoulder to lean on do not hesitate to talk to me

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