I feel so alone. My life just a repeat tape recorder of work, stress, occasional self love, then some self loathing.
I feel like there is no point.
This endless loop hurts
I’m not ugly, average weight , yet I feel so invisible and not desirable to decent males.
So many liars and idiots around.
Why do I want to live? Why do I still have hope? Why do I still go through the motions?
A hug. I need one.
I need an escape.
A life that makes me smile.
Some validation. Affection, intimacy, sex.