Do you remember the old days, before gimmel tammuz. I do. I remember it well. Try to come in to 770 to hear and see the shabbos farbrengen with the Rebbe, only to be pushed,…
Infatuated Yet Terrified
She’s more concerned With his pleasure Than her own pain Her voice Once full of inflection And questions And personality Is reduced To monotone whispers Uttering sweet nothings Showing him affection He doesn’t deserve She…
I Survived Birth
Only Hashem do I seek in my darkest hour to be with me I never felt so alone when I began my birth I never felt so alone I kept calling people who promised they…
I Feel Like I’m Doing Everyone Else’s Dishes But My Own
I feel like I’m doing everyone else’s dishes but my own I can make your house look like a show home But mine lies in a state of disrepair My children demolishing it in the…
Hard To Find The Light
I’m a 24 yr old guy, just struggling to maintain my connection with Hashem. I had a pretty bad childhood, pretty tough teenage years and life is pretty hard right now as an adult. Being…
To My Ex-Lover
I remembered when we first met. I was looking for somewhere to hang out after I became bored at the Simchas Beis celebrations on Kingston. I messaged a friend, and she gave me the address…
Skiing trip
silently it comes alive the icy breath of winter flies With snow among the trees I fade above the mountain I rise again The peaks beyond have disappeared and silence so loud it hurts to…
Where Am I?
I often wake up not really recognizing where I am. I had a life, years ago, that was sweet and nearly perfect. I was with the love of my life, my true soul mate. The…