Pain. Excruciating and effortless. Deafening and silent. Piercing and soothing. Bitter and oh so sweet. My pain is the only reminder that I am alive and there is nothing I cherish more than my life….
Sexual Compatability
So I went through the shidduch system. I was told as we all were, this was the ideal way to get married for all reasons. We have been married ten years now and I can…
From The Abyss: A Desperate And Lonely Cry
It pains me to say this, because these days it seems that everybody under the sun expects me to be the exact opposite, but for the preservation of my sanity and for the prevention of…
From Behind The Showcase
A group of Chabad Rabbis were holding a Shabbat meal at a tastefully set outdoor space. My emotions were mixed, I knew a lot of the people there, but I knew them as a religious…
Escaping The Times Through Torah
Painstaking translate every word. Now rearrange the order like a syntactic puzzle. Not read it, learn it, understand it. Absorb it. Sit entranced in that midrash class, halacha class, chassidus class. Get sucked into Torah…
Because You Abandoned Me….
You found me only months after my divorce…. Knowing that you could live off of my income for a fair amount of time. I trusted you and I thought that you were the pinnacle of…
Time And Anger
I have a problem with time. “Don’t waste time” they say. “Live in the moment” they say. “Just relax. Stay grounded. Take your mind off of the worries. The worries do not exist.” These are…