Mom is supposed to nurture you, to scan you and make sure you’re doing okay, to be there for you when you’re not, to give you what you need. Dad is supposed to protect you…
How I Really Feel
I told you that I thought the world of you. I lied. I didn’t mean to, but I did. That’s what you needed me to say. So I made myself believe that I did. And…
Staying Alive (barely)
A young mother full of promise passed away, Another luminary male with children to raise. Good people, capable, full of light and life. Why, oh why am I the one still alive? I don’t like…
A Dialogue For Religious Parents Of An LGBT Child
My partner is a giyoret – a convert. She was raised in a religious Christian family. When she came out, her parents were not accepting. It has been a struggle. They slowly take steps forward…
Can’t See It
Can’t see it, Can’t touch it, Can’t point to it. Did it ever happen, It’s all in my head, Get over yourself. Intimidating, Manipulative, Controlling, Criticizing, Humiliating, Dismissive, Yelling. Kinda like Covid 19, Turning the…
7th Yartzeit
What do you remember most about her? Your mom? Yes. She was a peacemaker. I smile. That’s true. I seek memories. Fill my mind. Tell me anything you remember. You who loved her. Wife. Sister….
At The End Of The World
The fire of the father The ice of the mother These are the two things That are sealed in me forever The exploding of a rocket And the closing of a door
Depression
Depression is a b**** I dont get the luxury of being able to feel depressed I have to work i have to hustle Im all alone In this fight for survival Doing the simple things…