I fell in love with the person you pretended to be So when you left I mourned the potential That was never really there. You never had a heart to be broken; Your twisted, sadistic…
Cheated Out Of Pain
I feel cheated. I’m back at my obsession. Finding the darkest most twisted stories I can and finding myself in them. I don’t relate as I didn’t have that happen to me. But I know…
Forging All Trust
I am plagued by the fatness of my body. My lumpy, jiggly “thunder” thighs Have been a solace to him, And many men: Their heads and hips – tools for mutual pleasure. In my twenties…
My Love In Opposites
Who you are is not who I was expecting. Who you are: my former partner, the man I fell in love with, the first man I trusted With my body, the man who told me…
I Never Thought We Would Be Here
Today is our 6th anniversary. I never thought we would seperate. I never thought I would lose my b’sharet. I still hold hope that you will get better and be able to manage your illness….
In Your Ketubah
Did your ketubah lie on the wall Of the room near where you took Photos for your gay lover? Did you have Friday night sex, And picture me in her stead? When you betrothed her…
Enmeshment
Enmeshment. Why is it not spoken about? It’s soul wrenching. I am dying inside. There is nowhere to go. No one to confide to. My soul feels trapped. It doesn’t feel safe. Family dysfunction. When…
Unique Just Like Everyone Else
You know me. I’m that girl who was involved in Bnos Chabad in highschool, that girl who was always volunteering in seminary, that girl who has since moved onto teaching, as we all sorta by…