Cw child abuse and domestic abuse references. A poem. Probably crap. First i wrote in a while. Mother What does it even mean It’s certainly not what you did for me Today i looked at…
Isolation – The Movie
Isolation – The Movie Setting: the middle of my living room Characters: My Mom & Dad, My Siblings, other close family and friends Scene I- aaaand action! I lay on the couch watching YouTube videos…
Conartist For Hashem
to conartist is to take on a special portrait like those in the movies and bal Shem tov tales That speak truths through the dichotomy of truths So I take on the mirror of the…
Take Away The Pain
You said you’ll go for a short while, Must be heavenly up there not to come down again. You make the desire so much harder. I have the opportunities. Right in front of my eyes,…
To Miss That Feeling
I don’t miss you. I miss that feeling. The unexplainable feeling of fullness and completeness spreading down every vein in my body. The happiness and content that everything stops for a second. There was no…
Chesed As Narcissism
I never liked the obsession with material items he had. In the beginning, I told myself it was just his thing. People are individuals with unique likes and wants. How naive. People think others should…
Facing The Demons
Sometimes I have no words for the way I have been treated by Rabbis. To the extent that I am exceedingly wary of them, do not trust them and often think that they are narcissistic…
All That I Know
We’re not looking for perfection, just need some direction. a connection, simply some sort of interjection an Insurrection of the life That we used to know All that’s left is the shadow Of the frozen…
Mother Says
I go to bed with wet hair even though you warned me that I would catch a cold. You told me that when you cry for no reason, HaShem would give you something to cry…