It’s hard to catch your breath when your breath is not yours at all but rather, breathed into anew ad infinitum nostrils inflated spun into nothingness by G-d’s gyroscopic pottery wheel Like little stick figures…
Codependent Dreaming
In my dreams, you sit. In a grandiose fashion, quite comfortably taking up space that is not yours to take. Your reserved smile, charm, and magnetism aren’t even fair in their irresistibility. Without even noticing…
My Boyfriend Raped Me
Warning: it’s a bit explicit! That evening we had been hanging out at a friend’s house. We were going home around midnight, he had quite a bit to drink but wouldn’t let me drive and…
What Do You See?
When you look at me now you will see too much extra weight. Puffy everything, unnaturally so, gained in very rapid succession. Can you also see the pain? the sleepless nights that have now become a…
Finding Her Voice
When he bared her body She thought the world saw her nakedness; When she finally found her voice She believed that exposing her soul Could cover her again. Instead, she felt guilt For her husband…
Cheated Out Of Pain
I feel cheated. I’m back at my obsession. Finding the darkest most twisted stories I can and finding myself in them. I don’t relate as I didn’t have that happen to me. But I know…
Forging All Trust
I am plagued by the fatness of my body. My lumpy, jiggly “thunder” thighs Have been a solace to him, And many men: Their heads and hips – tools for mutual pleasure. In my twenties…
