PART I At 37, I am reaching some clarity. Finding out more about myself and what makes me, ME. ME is confusing. Like a 1000 piece puzzle in the dark. Like a puzzle, you start…
My High Was Too High
This is the first time I had the self awareness to predict its coming. My high was too high, so I knew my low would hit me like a train. And it did. I was…
A Different Kind Of Infertility
There is a kind of infertility that no one speaks about but it is so prevalent in our society. No, it is not because of a medical problem or a timing problem but rather a…
Balancing Act
No one knows. No one can. None of you truly know me. I’m alone in the crowd. Too religious for these, too modern for those, a radical feminist, a religious fanatic from the dark ages….
With These Four Words
how many times must you fall before you can’t get back up? you’re six and they tell you – don’t be so sensitive – – don’t be so sensitive – stop taking things so seriously…
My Abuser Will Walk Me Down the Aisle
My abuser will walk me down the aisle He will smile, he will swell up with pride Maybe he’ll even cry, who knows And the audience will put hand to heart Touched by the emotional…
Dear Cousins
Dear cousins, We don’t know each other we haven’t actually met each other maybe once. We share the same great-great-grandparents. Your grandma is my grandma’s cousin. Nothing more, nothing less. Today you let me, and…
Intellectual or spiritual
We whisper as we think We feel as we drive the forces that are within We love the money attitude of the intellect but we can’t express what we want with our mouths because it…
The God of the Five Books of Moses
The God of the five books of Moses does not just mellow out. The God of the five books of Moses does not stop speaking out loud because people aren’t interested in listening. The God…
Hashem – The All Knowing.
The storm that is my tears gathers at the corner of my eyes, threatening to spill over. I do my best to keep the salt water at bay. The last thing my world needs is…